February 2012
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Casely - All I Wanna Do Is Love
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struggle and strife
I owe who I am today to the struggle and strife. The pain felt till now only continues to shape who I am and will be. My potential is only self-realized through the adversities life relentlessly and unforgivingly presents me with. Every moment in life, good and bad, is a learning experience, an opportunity. This life is hard and unkind but I want to do what I love even if it’s a hard life.
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Is this the private messaging box? I sure hope so, buddy. You know I’m 100% supportive of you and blah, blah, blah— I gotta say, you’re full of shit. I’m not just saying this to shock you, or maybe I am, but if you’re still depressed you need to give yourself a shake and do backflips or something. At this point you’ve been grieving longer than the relationship was alive.
But it’s not that, is...
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: 엘리베이터 살인마/The Elevator Murderer →
You decide to ride the elevator and you’re going up. A man gets in with you.
He waits for you to press a button and he’ll press the button of the floor right below you.
When you get to that floor, the door will open and the man will go out. As soon as the doors begin to completely close, he will turn around and make sure you see his knife, smiling in a creepy way at you.
Then you’ll hear...
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Anonymous asked: Hi, I have quite a chubby face and was wondering what hairstyle to get? I would like to keep it quite long so no bobs please! :)
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statcounter
I like to check my statcounter every so often, lately that’s been on the 21st on every month since December. Slowly I’ve started to question why I even have one to begin with though… all I have that visit my page are the following
Friends who know my URL but refuse to follow me
Frenemies who know my URL and like to creep me
Random who from god knows where end up on my blog
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wallflower
It’s Monday evening, Family day, and I’m home alone in a somewhat neutral/indifferent state.
I find it a little funny that it’s Family day — despite it being another Governmental/Capitalist invented holiday — and I’m home alone typing my life away and staring into the flickering light of my laptop. I’m quietly sitting on my room floor eating a bag of...
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Sunday plans
Work 7am - 4pm
Go home and change
Head to Toronto and sit at a bar/lounge or West 50 in Mississauga
Enjoy
Wander the streets and chase pavement
I’ll probably be buying the drinks, my treat, cause I need it any ONE person want to join?
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introvert/introspect
People aren’t worth the time, energy, and effort.
I find everyone around to be so exhausting to be around. I simply can not find a good enough reason to be ‘socially interactive’. This isn’t to say I don’t enjoy the company of others because I do, but I think I need this time to myself.
My parents have left for the Philippines earlier this morning and as heartless...
You have no choice but to accept death. We are given life only so that we can atone for our sins. Your life was created for that very purpose. We all must atone for our own sins.
Cry if you have to. Cry if you need to. Me? No, I don’t need to. I’ve cried myself dry and melted my heart to stone.
well shit
I just got a phone call, mind you I was sound asleep, from a classmate in my CCT class asking for help with the assignment due today. My initial response to all this is as follows: “We had an assignment…?”
So it’s 3am I’m half awake working on an assignment I didn’t know I had that’s due at 1pm today. The article I need to read is luckily only 7 pages in...
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It’s surprising how the littlest things in life can augment your perception of world around you. A simple smile or words of praise is all we ever ask for, invited or not. We perform at our best with encouragement — smile a little more and let words of praise go to your head because you deserve it.
Spend some time on yourself, do something because you want to even if it means dressing...
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I know it sounds like I’m making excuses, but I needed to get over it - to move on with my life. I’m worried about him of course, but… I’m also afraid of him.
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everyone: are you okay
everyone: you look tired
everyone: you look upset
everyone: you look confused
everyone: are you mad at me
everyone: what are you mad at
me: IT'S MY FAAAAAAAAACE
probably just imagining things
I feel almost as if the moment ANY post I write —but this applies to everyone— that is set to “read more” everyone has some undying will to click it and read. Though the exact opposite can be said about posts that just open.
A wall of text is unappealing and tiresome to read but a link to a potential secret, secret, or anything personal for that matter is worth while. Why...
I need to practice writing more
If I’m switching out of Commerce: Finance/Accounting program I need to learn how to write much better! The job field I want to get into is still business related but within the Social Media realm. Basically meaning I have to be able to present my ideas in a clear and logical manner in both speech and writing…
I try to write small posts and long posts to improve on the rhetoric and all...
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Humility or Pity
I’m at a loss at words right now; I don’t know if I’m being humble or pitying these people as I read their desperate cries for human interaction.
Allow me to explain, I was searching through the online classifieds —Kijiji— looking for job postings and some stranger reason I found myself on the personal listings. Don’t think wrong here and assume I was looking...
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Valentine's Day Plans
Believe it or not I had, to an extent, plans for Valentine’s day before work decided to schedule me for a 10 hour shift today. Not that I entirely mind since I could use the money but it gives me an excuse to say “Oh I was going to ask you to do something today but work cockblock’d” or something along those lines.
I think I’ll list out the list of potential things I...
I envy people who have the natural talent to write.
Carefully writing in a prose that lies between jargon and simplicity.
Dashboard Confessionals: Dreams
Ambition can be a disease, and it feeds on itself.
— Rebecca Miller
I find myself confused as to where I want to go in the future. With each passing day I feel my drive, my ambition leaving me feeling nothing short of somber. Am I so lost looking towards the future that in hindsight I fail to enjoy the present?
Business, something that has naturally come to me but it isn’t...
Weapons in the form of words; a mouth full of knives, a razor sharp smile, a voice piercing with the very sound
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Karina Pasian- I Can Do Better
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